I feel like in some way Tom wouldn't forget what happened in "The end" Being buried alive by the ashes and pieces of your house, that you created memories and grown attached to, by someone who you warned everyone that was dangerous, imagine the adrenaline in body making it boil from anger, the feeling that you might die, the sound in your ears seemingly distant like you're having a panic attack and you might be!
All that while you knew your friends could be in trouble or hurt and you're so deep inside this physical and metaphorical hole that you can't even help them.
Like please? I'd have nightmares about if for months or even years.
BRO ALMOST DIED
HE ALMOST DIED AND STILL GOT UP TO SHOT THAT RED MOTHER FUCKER.